I hate school, my family, people, the goddamn pessimistic list goes on.

Tis' the Season

For sweet HALLOWEEN, fa-la-la-la-la la-la-la-la ♫~ Yeah, old Hallow's Eve is just around the corner. What I want to be for Halloween is Max in his wolf costume from Where the Wild Things Are. But sadly I can't afford a Halloween costume because Christmas is on it's way. You want to know what I want? Nothing. Why? Because everything I want always seems to be too exspensive for my parents to handle. I would love a brand new Mac Book Pro: 17in since my shitty HP Compaq broke. Unfortunatly, that's around 2500$ and there's no way in HELL I'm getting it. So, fuck Christmas.

School =

I offically hate school. It's way too tiring. Don't tell me to get over it since the counsilers I've repetitivly visited told me enough of that already--


1. I.T.: It's not going well. That class is boring as HELL! My teacher gave me this fucked up instrument that only includes a hollow wooden block and a mallet. WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT?!! I'm thinking of switching out of that class because I don't feel like I belong there anyway due to that fact that I can't attend band practice anyway. Basically, it's a waste of a class and my valuble time.

2. Integrated Science: I'm totally flunking that class for sure. The math is so difficult for me to focus on that I could've possibly bombed the test I took today. So far were beggining the lesson of Physics. I'd rather take a bullet to my head than read a text book about how a box is pushed across the floor.

3. English 1: English is at highest rank of my most liked classes. It's fun too. I GOT A 90% ON MY NOTEBOOK CHECK!!!
The only bad thing is that we have to take a ton of notes PLUS fill out of bundle of worksheets.

4. Communication Technology: I officially hate this class. I wish I were back in 6th period CommTech instead of 4th period. Absolutly no one in that class does what they're supposed to be doing in their modules. In 'my' module everyone only talks about sex, drugs, and realationships which is reaaaaally uncomforatable for me. My module's in the back which is waaaaaaaaaaaay too crowded since I (being claustrophobic) can't stand having to deal with a bunch of students surrounding me in such tiny working space. I haven't even gotten started on the assignment given to my partner and I. So that's an automatic FAILURE!!! I need to get out of 4th period CommTech. QUICK!

5. Gym: Confusing. Exhausting. Intimidating. That's all I have to say about Gym.

6. Algerbra 1A: So-so. It's complicated and complex. But still a little less challenging than I what I'd thought it'd be.

Love & Relationships

I've been sneaking on the phone talking to my crush lately without my parents knowledge. I plan on asking him to go to the movies with me to see Saw VI or Where the Wild Things Are. I hope it all goes as planned before my parents discover that I've been talking to him when I'm not supposed to! But my heart longs for him and I will stop at nothing just to hear his sweet tranquilizing voice.



Alright. I've blabbed enough. No art updates/Halloween art because of my Laptop.

Later.

<sub>-Co


P.S. - I need a goddamn sub again.</sub>